I feel like I destroy everything good in my life
— Anonymous
Noelle's Light
You are not alone.
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We are building this space one step at a time. If you have ideas, suggestions, resources, or comments that could help us grow, we would love to hear from you.
Help Us GrowCreated in memory of Noelle Ryan Strain
Noelle's Light is a calm, judgment-free space to share, find support, and connect with help.
A memorial project and peer-support community for people struggling with grief, loneliness, mental health, addiction, trauma, and loss.
How It Works
You can write what you're going through without using your real name.
Stories are reviewed before they appear publicly to help keep this space safe.
Your story may be the reason someone else keeps going.
In Loving Memory
A place for photos, letters, memories, and love for Noelle.
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These stories are shared anonymously or with a chosen name. Every story is reviewed before appearing here.
I feel like I destroy everything good in my life
— Anonymous
I feel like I don't really belong anywhere. I also never feel comfortable rn to really open up to anyone. It seems like when I do try to open up people don't like what comes out. And when I think I find someone who understands me they only seem to want what I can do for them. I want someone who wants to be with me at my lowest. If that person exists they deserve me at my highest
— Anonymous
I have a chronic illness. I will never get over it, there is no cure that is available to me. My family knows about it. Sometimes I just wish they would just say " hey, I'm coming over to do whatever I can to help" and actually show up. I know everyone has their own problems but it would just be nice. You know what I mean? I don't ask for help cause I feel like I'm bothering them and usually they have a reason why they can't anyway. And unfortunately I condition I have makes it almost impossible for me to offer my help to anyone else very often. But I used to, alot. I guess if you have a wife or husband or any kind of significant other, people assume that you don't need any other help. But that is not always the case. Let's help each other people. Even if they don't ask for it. You never know what someone else is going through.
— Anonymous
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